A secret name

I gave myself a new name a while ago as a gift and a reminder of my revealing being, to keep myself to be centered as a whole one. I do not use this name in public but rather keep it to myself because I'm afraid that the "secular world" I am currently still depend on may not understand it or will "secularized" it. So far I only disclosed this name to one of my dear ones and wished the person who know this name in the future will treasure and respect the spirit of mine attached to this trival, yet important name I gave myself, despite attachment is not the center intention of adopting this name.

I felt blessed and beloved for the new center of life. And I am thankful to all my former names or the "public" name I'm usuing today, they are all part of me, representing me in different stage of life, and I sincerely believe that they will merge into one at some stage later. I'm living it.